Runtu How Does Apostasy Feel? Was wrong the USA

Рюнтю Юри
Runtu: And that’s quite liberating... / http://proza.ru/2023/11/13/458  / How Does Apostasy Feel? … the USA

Photo :  Юри Мэттью Рюнтю: p. 1949 ( born 1949 : Russia}: Yuri Ryuntyu, Uri Runtu: Iouri Runtu: Washington DC : the USA

2023 автор / http://proza.ru/2006/04/14-339 / Рюнтю Юри 17 Лeт 2006-2023 на Проза. Pу / http://proza.ru/2023/11/02/800 / Англо - Франко и Pусско-язычный писатель и журналист : Юрий Рюнтю / Uri Runtu / Yuri Ryuntyu / Canberra ACT : Australia /  Media TV Radio /  http://proza.ru/2023/11/13/224  / 2023

2006 - 2024 / http://proza.ru/2023/10/30/1600 / Проза. ру - это Грандиозное и Единственное на планете Земля - Явление в Мировой Культурологии из России - / http://www.proza.ru/2013/05/10/1461 / Media TV Radio : 2024

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2006 © Photo : St.-Petersburg : Russia 2006 / http://proza.ru/2023/08/26/1174 /. Я - Юри Мэттью Рюнтю: p. 1949 ( born 1949 : Yuri Ryuntyu, Uri Runtu: Iouri Runtu: Canberra ACT Australia) и Сергей Некрасов: p.1947 ( born 1947 : Dr. Sergei Nekrasov : D.Sc., Ph.D. Moscow Russia). Mой кристально честный русский друг - Директор Всероссийского Музея А.С. Пушкина / b. Moscow 1799-1837 d. St.-Petersburg, Russia /, кто принял - ДАР - для Главного Музея России - " МИРОВОЕ ИНТЕЛЛЕКТУАЛЬНОЕ НАСЛЕДИЕ РУДОЛЬФА НУРЕЕВА : РОССИЯ - ХХ ВЕК ": DVD-1 и DVD-2: 1-35 books: 15 000 pages: 4 000 photos: St.-Petersburg, Russia / http://proza.ru/avtor/yuri2008 / 2006

About Runtu: writer in Russia: USA: Australia: journalist in Australia and Russia and France: educator: ballet critic in Australia and Russia: theatre critic in Australia : playwright in Australia and Russia:


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2023 : Telegram : Runtu, Uri TikTok : Юри Рюнтю : " The general purpose of PROSE is to preserve language as it is spoken by the people. Language is the key to expressing civilization itself. The most complicated and mature language embodies the highest level of civilizations across time and history. It is how we view and remember events, a lingo to record the world around us. Here we stand for the history of Russian literature in Australia. This prose represents Australian citizens who still enjoy writing in the mother tongue of their Russian heritage. Anyway, this Russian-speaking literature belongs to Australian Modern Culture and flourishes equally alongside its Anglo-Saxon counterpart. The previous background of writers is pleasantly mixed with the new style of life they experience in Australia ". / http://www.proza.ru/diary/yuri2008/2020-01-11 / Iouri Runtu: French : Rudolf Noureev : La Mort a Paris / Юри Рюнтю : Russian / Uri Runtu: English Yuri Ryuntyu / Celebrities RU : the Neo-transcendental theatre : 2022.

‘ Back from the dead ’/ Denmark : Runtu Uri / Runtu / English : Ryuntyu Yuri / French : Iouri Runtu / Russian :  Рюнтю Юри / Australia Canberra ACT / Bolivia : Mormon Missionary: USA : Washington D.C. / the USA / USA / US

Runtu: Not much to tell. I’m now in my 70s, have way too many kids, and live in the Washington, DC, area. I write for a living, but unless you consider technical writing creative, this is the only creative writing I do. Recently, I published an article in The Human Prospect and a book chronicling my experiences as a Mormon missionary in Bolivia.

2023 : Telegram : Runtu, Uri TikTok : " Why do we need these? " - Rudolf Nureyev asked. "Because we need life experience from these people and only on the basis of life experience can we make predictions for the future without states self-destruction and international wars..." - he underlined. "I wish good luck for Russia, but I would like to know the true colure of the future for such a great civilization with over one thousand year’s historical record. Please remember..." - he said. "We have in Russia two-hundred-year-old theaters, two hundred and fifty years of ballet and music as well as a great and the most fascinating literature and poetry to be found in the world which is over five hundred years old. Think about and be proud to keep this tradition well and fruitful from the beginning to the end of such a fascinating cultural project. I wish you good luck and God be with you." This Rudolf Nureyev said to me in Armidale ( NSW : Australia ) on November 23, 1991 " / http://www.proza.ru/diary/yuri2008/2017-02-23 / Iouri Runtu: French : Rudolf Noureev : La Mort a Paris / Юри Рюнтю : Russian / Uri Runtu: English Yuri Ryuntyu / Celebrities RU : Hео-трансцендентальный театр : 2022.

  Runtu: And that’s quite liberating... /  http://proza.ru/2023/11/13/458 / How Does Apostasy Feel? … the USA


I did an informal survey over on the Recovery from Mormonism board asking people to describe in one word how they felt when they figured out the truth behind the facade of Mormonism.

As I suspected, it split almost evenly between those who, like me, were devastated when we finally realized what Mormonism is, and those who were relieved.

The people like me used words such as :

“horrified,” “screwed,”
“foolish,” “angry,” “confused,”
“nauseated,” and “numb.”

I think I experienced all those emotions. Mormonism was my life, my worldview.

All my life I had believed it was Mormonism or nothing; if I lost my faith, I would be completely lost in the world and would probably end up in a very dark place.

Compounding the devastation was the reaction from family and friends. My marriage nearly collapsed over my loss of faith, and things have been up and down since then.

My mother still has a hard time talking to me at all about religion, while my father says I should just not take it seriously and go with the flow. I really wished I could, but I can’t.

On the other hand, I’ve met a lot of people who worked hard to make Mormonism work in their lives, but in the end, it was like shoving a square peg into a round hole.

For them, it was a relief to know that the life they were trying to force themselves to lead was not based.

They could let go.

These people use words such as

“epiphany,” “liberated,”

“awake,” “ecstatic,”

“exhilarated,” and “validated.”

I like that last word. Figuring out that Mormonism is indeed not true can be extremely validating for a person.

I look back and see how I rationalized Joseph Smith’s deceptive and coercive practices of polygamy and polyandry, and I feel validated that at no time did I ever feel “right” about these things. I shelved them, but I never really accepted them.

I also used to beat myself up because everyone around me would testify in sacrament meeting that the gospel made them happy.

But I wasn’t happy.

What was wrong with me? It turns out nothing was wrong except the church.

So, I went through both stages. I was once devastated – “gob smacked” as one poster put it–but now I feel relieved and very much validated as a human being.

And that’s quite liberating.


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Stanford University Library Bio автор Рюнтю Юри

Рюнтю Юри: литературный дневник

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National / http://proza.ru/diary/yuri2008/2023-11-13 / Library of Australia : 100 Books by Uri Runtu / http://catalogue.nla.gov.au/catalog?q=Ryuntyu / 1995-2023
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2023 Рюнтю Юри: Runtu : литературный дневник  / http://proza.ru/2023/11/15/113  / 2023

2008 - 2023 : Runtu Uri : Who is who : Uri Runtu family in Australia Canberra ACT / http://proza.ru/diary/yuri2008/2023-11-15 / Runtu New Material Project and Runtu Thermal Power Project : 2008 - 2023

In 2006, Runtu was identified as key hi-tech enterprise of China: France : Italy : Denmark : Finland : Sweden : Australia : UK : Canada : USA 2023

Runtu ranks the 13th on top 500 China's Big Group Competitiveness announced by National Bureau of Statistics and ranks the 1st on top 10 enterprise of independent innovation ability industry of national big-medium-scale industrial enterprise decided by National Bureau of Statistics.

Runtu announced its public listing on July 6 of 2010 in Shenzhen Stock Exchange. (Security code is 002440):  Runtu : Germany Yorkshire Group.


2023 - Русско-язычная Культура в Австралии : Telegram : Автор на Проза.Ру : Кто и откуда Юри Рюнтю / http://proza.ru/2021/03/01/1646 / : Родился : 1949 Россия - Живет и Работает : с 1980 : Австралия Франция США : Iouri Runtu: French : / http://proza.ru/2021/10/28/817 / Hео-трансцендентальный театр : Австралия ISBN 978-1-925278-36-1 Canberra Australia 2022


Gaining the access to the capital market is a milestone for Runtu to enter capital market; it is a new beginning for Runtu to face encourages, challenges and opportunities.


Zhejiang Runtu Co., Ltd. has taken acquisition of Jiangsu Mingsheng Chemical Co., Ltd.


In 2011,this action has help Runtu extending its chain of strategic industries; the acquisition of Germany Yorkshire Group has laid a solid foundation for Runtu to implement its "going out" strategy.
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The year 2012 is a great year for the investment and development of Runtu. We will invest more than CNY 1.5 billion in the construction of Runtu New Material Project and Runtu Thermal Power Project in the near future.


Runtu now is working hard to expand business, and striving for getting steady and fast development continuously.


Runtu aims to be a responsible Group both for enterprise and society, and strives to make Runtu a company with "a century history", and a flag of Chinese brands.


All Runtu people are working hard to make their-own contributions to the development of Chinese industry!

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